October 2009 Messages

Robby – wants to get a message to his father. Tell him I love him and that I didn’t mean to hurt him. It was hard for me to understand the reasons why things happened the way they did but you need to know I love you very much and I am happy. I’m ok and that is the best thing. I never meant to hurt you I’m sorry.

Stewart – Hey!!! Can you let my family know I am safe and well. It’s been a while since I came through and I want you to know I am ok. Say hi to the girls for me, and let them know I am thinking of them and tell the little man, who is rather big now, that I haven’t left him. I love you all and be happy… Life goes on!

Margaret – that’s my daughter, shoe won’t believe I have come through but can you let her know that she is on the right track and that I am looking after her. It’s been hard for her you see and she has struggled but the clouds are moving and the sun will brighten her day. I used to say that all the time and she will know what I mean! Love you!

Patty – your mom and sister are here and they want you to know that they love you and to tell you all will be well with the hospital! Be strong!

Chris – My drinking buddy is here, he is not expecting to hear from me, his wife is wanting to speak with her parents but I got in first… ha ha ha tell her they are fine and well and yes it’s them that they kids see. But me… it was a car accident, and you know I wasn’t feeling well a few days before, I remember you saying that you would see me at the weekend, but I knew I wouldn’t. I didn’t know I would be here. I felt the pain at the wheel and then it went blank and white, and I was here… can you let my wife and kids know that there wasn’t anything I could do and I am ok and safe. It was the heart but I had passed before I hit the wall. I love you guys and be honest with yourself!

Ali – Your mom is coming forward and letting me know that you are the light of her life and you actually put your life on hold for her and she is grateful for this to happen. She is really pleased with the way you have turned your life around and that you need to promise her that you will look after yourself. She is laughing as you are always on a diet and she says why don’t you accept yourself as you are. Give her my love and tell her I am ok and happy she did all she could.

Peter – It’s been a long road and so much has happened and I am pleased for you. There wasn’t anything that you could do but be strong. I am fine. It’s ok to move on also and there is nothing to be scared about but just take your time and don’t rush. Be happy and know I will be there waiting. I love you now and forever. Pam

Mary – And she is singing the sounds of music. Oh the kids loved it… she was saying, and it used to drive them mad when I used to sing the movie, I was never as good as Julie Andrews!! She laughs. She is showing me that there was a ladder in her tights and that it didn’t matter because she wore socks too… She always had cold feed. Anyway she wants to say hi to the grand kids, they were her life and can you let everyone know I am ok and that I am watching them. Tell them to be good!

Patrick – I’m Irish and a drinker, well that surprised you didn’t it! Ha ha ha. Seriously though, it was that that took my life, I was silly but would I listen… nah, I loved life and my kids knew that and they are great. I just hope they know how much their father loves them. I don’t think I really told them but they have to know that I am there for them in many ways. Tell them I love them and you’re doing a fantastic job.

Younger male - Aneurism or Head trauma on right side. He is showing me that he didn’t pass right away that you had to take him off the machine. They did the right thing and they keep talking about it, in fact they have been talking about it recently, well I’m ok, you would have put a dog down if it were them. Don’t worry I’m safe, and I am well. I watch out for you, you know. It was easy to pass, I knew that you were all there, and I am happy about that, but tell everyone to behave I’m watching you… I know what your up too… and he winks!

Steven – He is showing me a broken shoulder from a motorbike accident, but this isn’t real reason why he passed, he was shot. He is laughing and very laid back saying, well I had to go some day. I got chance to say my goodbyes, which I am thankful for and I thank my family for being there. But let them know that I am ok, they see signs, but they are never sure it’s me, so I want them to know it really is me playing with the cat. I love you all and be happy.

Tommy – Yo! Whatup! So you know it’s pretty cool over here, my mom has gotta stop worrying… I was her only son and that’s what she keeps saying at church but I’m ok and happy. I love the tattoo mom that you got and the memories. There was only so much that could be done, but you know me, in with the wrong people and all. I love you and say hey to everyone. Love ya.

Sandra – Your mother is coming through and she wants to thank you for all the love and support you gave her when your father was passing, he’s better now and he remembers things. That Alzheimer’s is a nasty thing, I knew he knew we were there, and he told me the minute I got over… look at how it tore us all apart. But we are together and he and I are happy. We love you.

Geraldine – I’m her mother and there is also an aunt here in the equation. I wanted to let them know that they did the right thing at the end, there was nothing that was going to bring me back, nothing at all. It was quite a relief when you decided. I saw you all talking because my soul had left before then but that was a good thing. I love you and be kind to yourself and be happy because I am.

Mona – That’s my twin sister, oh she will be so happy to hear from me, I know she hears from me all the time but this is different. I’m happy I am finally getting through… whoohoo. Let her know the visions are not her going mad, she is not crazy, she is right and she needs to stand up and realize that. I know saying it this way she will listen. Also Pat needs her help and she can only ignore it for so long. Be happy for me. I love you and will always be by your side. Say hi to everyone for me. Big kiss!

Angelo – he is a friend of mine, and I am sorry that he found me that way. I am ok but he feels responsible for it and it’s not his fault I put myself in that position. Can you ask him to let my mom and brothers know, I am ok. They would want to know. Be happy for me, I am honestly ok. Be good and don’t do anything silly!!! Love ya man.

Mary – I’m religious and I shouldn’t believe in this but I do. I had a gift when I was there and I didn’t know what to do with it. It was strong and I used to not listen to it, but I knew it was right. Can you let people know I am fine and to stop worrying about what happened at the funeral it doesn’t matter! Love you

Alison – tell everyone I am fine. I had breast cancer, but there was nothing I could do but it was something I was going to fight to the end, and I did. Can you let my baby know that I love her and I am always with her, she didn’t know what to do and she did everything in the best way possible. She is also letting me know that she has been to see you all and that you have to keep talking she loves it. I love you all.

Alex – I passed with heart failure but it wasn’t a heart attack it was as if he was fighting another illness, like cancer. My family are here and can you let them know that I love them, they have had a rough time and I feel bad that I haven’t been there to support them but he said that they wouldn’t be going through this if he was there… Let them know I am always around and that I haven’t gone far and I still knock the door and wave at you… just remember to smile, it brightens my day.

Peter – Very strong connection to Germany also, I also have Louis and Francis here too, they are all together and want you to know to behave and to stay strong and happy. It’s been a hard road and will continue to be so for a short while but we are here loving you and telling you to be brave. You will succeed and in the best way possible. Be happy for us and we are always with you.

Richard – He had a series of mini strokes and was advised not to drive, but he did anyway, he is showing me that he passed as a result of an accident that was caused because of health issues… and he wants to apologize to his daughter, this happened just before a big event and he only wanted to be there and watch and take part. Please know that he is ok and that he is happy, it didn’t hurt, he had passed before the impact. He loves you very much.

Patrick – My daughter is one if the most precious things in the world to me, and I left her, please know that I am sorry that she has had to go through the hard times without me, She will always be daddy’s little girl. I watch her when she is sleeping, just like I used to, and she dreams about me. It’s been hard with her mother and I understand that, and she doesn’t have to be sorry for anything. I will always s be with here when she calls, just let her know that. I love you baby.

Debbie – your father is here, and he is smiling such a warm smile. He is showing me that he was quite quiet in life but that was just his way, the strong silent type and he winks. He is also laughing about the cupboards I feel that you have had new cupboards and they have been fitted wrong or are not how he would have done them. He is a sweet man and wants me to tell you that he is also with your mom and that’s important for you both to know. He loves you very much.

Frances – She is a lovely and bubbly person and didn’t want to take up too much time as she felt it was important for other people to come through. I feel that she had breast or lung cancer. She wants to get a message to her sister, tell her thank you for all that she is doing and also that she is ok and happy. She is glad that you were there at the end, and she knows how she kept it a secret but hopes that you will understand. Love to Jerry (?) and he happy. Big hugs and love and kisses.

Tim – Younger energy not sure of the age, but certainly below 25. He is laughing and having fun but he is also indicating that this wasn’t his personality when he was alive. He just gave me the smell of beer also, and that this also had something to do with his passing. Tell my mom I am sorry there wasn’t anything she could do and I know that she feels guilty for this, but I wanted to leave at that point. But it’s ok I was received very well and happy. I want you to know that things are easier now and I watch you and make sure that you are all ok. Be happy for me, as I am happy too, he also wants to give a sister figure a kiss too. He is laughing sticking his thumb up and smiling… he loves ya!

Alan – he is the son of Marty. They are together and it’s important to get that message across to let the ladies in their lives know that they are together, finally. It was a long time coming and they have overcome their differences and that they are happy and they love you.

Tony – Lovely man, who is middle aged and standing very proud, he left his wife and he is extremely sorry for that, you came home to find him gone. It was hard and he saw you, he tried to warn you by being around you while you were on your way home. He loves you and he is with you and thank you for all that you did you are one in a million.

Ted – He is a father and wants to say hello to his family. I was a stubborn man, and not the easiest person to get on with and I know I upset people. I am much happier and I know you are relieved now that I am here, and you should not feel guilty. I know you weren’t expecting me to say that, as you felt the whole world revolved around me, but I have seen the wrongs doings in my life and I wanted to let you know. Thank you.

Jeremy – That’s my dad, and can you let him know that I am ok. It was hard for him and my mom around my passing but it’s ok now, I am in a good place there was nothing you could do to rescue me. You have to know that. Things happen for a reason and it was my calling in life to leave. I want you to be happy and know that I am with you and I will be with you again one day. I love you very much.

Kyle – Car accident, it happened out of the blue and late at night, I didn’t know what had hit me, but it didn’t hurt it happened so quick… I know you saw things and I am sorry that you did I wish you had never wanted to see them, but know that it’s me that comes in your dreams and that I am the one that sent the flowers and the butterflies. Be happy as I am and I love you with all my heart. Stay strong for me.

Margaret – your husband is with me, and he is such a character, and a joker… So nice! He is charming and he very much loves you. He wants to apologize for how he was at the end. He didn’t realize that this was happening but he knows that you are healthy and happy and that is all that he can wish for. I love you darling and know I will be waiting for you when it’s your turn. Don’t ever be afraid it’s a wonderful experience! Big grin and waves goodbye!